Wishing...

What I would really like to do until the end of the quarter: Find a nice little house (I think I'm officially done with dorm life, despite its convenient location) and live there with my friends; read all of my favorite books and a bunch of new ones, and work out; experiment with cooking go on adventures, and hang with my friends and talk about books and movies and music and politics, etc, and be very cozy, comfy and happy. Then I'd go to Mexico at the end.

What I know I have to do until the end of the quarter: study chem and sociology, keep up in a Spanish class that I could ace in my sleep, spend a month enrolled music class that won't actually be meeting (our concert is on the 4th, so for the rest of the month we don't rehearse. Who planned that???), finish grief counceling, keep living in my somehow repressive and boring room, and put in one last push for the trip to Mexico (which, actually, I'm really excited to do). Then I go to Mexico at the end.

I know there are things in life that you just have to do to be done with them, and I know it's best to do things that you don't want to do with as much congeniality as possible. And while I'm trying, I'm not completely content because I don't feel passionately about what I'm studying right now. I'd rather be reading and writing really cool things instead of doing chem, which is (as any chemist will willingly admit) overly complicated, and sociology, which just isn't being taught very well. I like my Spanish professor, but I shouldn't have enrolled in 201. It's way too easy and I'm just bored to death. Last night I banged out a communications plan to get in touch with restaurants for the fundraiser because I hadn't done anything that I felt was constructive in so long.

Come, spring, and welcome! Molly wills it so! (ten points if you can tell me, without looking it up, which play that is... with the words "spring" and "Molly" changed, of course)